I have been apathetic and confused in my faith. Not knowing where I stand on social issues and allowing that to halt me from pursing Christ.
I cared more about how people felt towards me than I did about their spiritual well being. I was a spiritual and social chameleon; making jokes about partying and alcohol, viewing sex as casual, allowing myself and others to live in obvious sin with no desire to change, etc.
I want consistency, not the roller coaster life with exaggerated high's and low's.
I want to live in a way that is pleasing to Christ. I want to know the balance of calling people out on their sin versus showing them compassion and love. I want to know what doctrine is truth. I WANT TRUTH. Is that Faith Family? Is that the Ransom? Is that Life Church? Or Jon Lane's church? And will I be damned to hell because of false doctrine because I choose the wrong one? I want clarity, discernment, and direction. Lord, guide me.
I'm not really sure..
But yeah, I look forward to turning back to Christ and learning to rely on Him day in and day out. With the good and the bad. The stressful and the blissful. I want to give thanks regardless of the circumstance or my current feelings.
Thank you Jesus for being at work today.
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